sorry

I have been not blogging for a couple of weeks. My Mum died and it kinda knocked me out of sink. We think some things will stay the same but it doesnt, whilst we are young change usually means another opportunity. When you get older and very sick like my Mum, change was a bad word. It meant that the little control she had over her life was slipping away.
of course I will miss her but I also realise she was suffering and she isn't anymore.